Haiizz....i'm really confused.....i still nt feeling gud....damn..i'm really nt being myself nw...i'm askin my brother to slap himself for my entertainment...i'm thinkin abt smtg tat REALLY matter's to me.....oh i just asked my sister to slap herself hehe..ok tis is certainly a total unnecessary thing to write so..just skip it...to giv a hint....wat i'm thinkin abt is related to relationship.......:( n i don't like the decission tat i came up wit...thinkin of it really makes me to feel sad, confused AND evil....i'm torturing my brother b'coz i cnt decide the rite thing...i'm nt giving him the tv control....his gameboy....his basketball...n the computer..poor boy...ok i tink i'll go nw.....have to feed my siblings...hope i wont stuff the food inside his mouth untill he chokes.....