How stupid can i get??

I knew it. N i was rite..they were just playing..The break was a lie. Well i dun actually care much abt it. I just cant believe hw stupid cn i get to wait for him..at the bustop today aft skul..as if he's gonna like cum...I dun noe y i'm behaving like tis.. If only it were'nt for tat 1 night...if i did nt say yes to him..i wud hv been a complete different person nw. I tot it woudnt affect me much if we got apart bt..the quote u'll only know the importance of sum1 in ur life after they have left sounds so true to me nw... I just keep on wondering wether i cn change the quote in  a way tat wen u feel their importance they'll be always waiting there for u to cum...Apparently i cnt. Too bad for me huh....T.T