Today i had a gud talk wit my bff, i told her everything i feel abt him... Of course nt entirely everything bt ya sumhow everything. U noe wen i made the decision tat we shud get it over, one thing i told myself ws "once u've made tis decision, make sure tat there's no more regrets" N i tot i had no regrets aft letting u go. Bt nw maybe i dun regret my decision, i just miss it. I just miss hw u were there for me one whole year n then..u were just gone.. Maybe. Maybe if u were still single aft letting me go, i wud hv regretted...i wud hv regretted for letting go of the 1 tat really loved me..I wud cried to u asking u to take me back. Bt u mada all my feelings for u to turn in anger..Anger of myself for letting my feelings all over u even wen i cudnt see u i ws holding ur hand, even wen i cudnt touch u i ws combing ur hair..Sometimes i wish u cud see all tis posts...i wish i can tell u abt it..If u hv really loved me..u wud hv read it... If u hv really loved me n read tis..u wud hv asked me abt it..Ask me abt wat's bothering me.. Sumtimes, i wish i cud be ur girlfriend again for atleast a few minutes..If i ever get tat few minutes..i hold ur hand between mine, look really into ur eyes.. n i'll just ask u one thing "r u ok syg...?" tat's it. I dun wanna talk abt me, i'm tired of talking abt me to u throughout our relationship. I want tat few minutes to be ONLY  abt u... I just want to listen to u...i want to rub ur hands while listening to u..Comb ur hair while listening to u..slightly touch away ur cheeks n hold it in my palm... N i want to live tat moment for a life time...