I slept at 2 last nite n miraculously i ws sleeping without waking in the middle at all until 7.41 in the morning.. My phone rang n it woke me up. I thought it ws my mom giving me ms call to wake me up n ask me to do chores or smtg so i ignored the vibration n continued rolling to the other side n tried to sleep again. Bt then tis sudden thought hit my mind of wether it might be frm him. A part of me ws telling me nt to get too high cz..it might nt be him as i din expect tat he wud send me gud morning msg. bt at the same time another part of me ws praying tat it ws him.. Then i woke up n took my phone n saw his name.. I fell back on my bed n opened the msg, n it said "gud morning sweetheart :* " I took back my blanket n tugged myself back into it n closed my eyes wit the widest smile of mine on my face n a big breath of relief... For a moment.. i ws just closing eyes n thinking of hw he ws there wit me in the clinic , held my hand so tight wen i slide mine into his n kissed me without even asking me wat happened. He knew tat i needed him at tat time n he comforted me with no questions asked... i cudnt speak a word.. i just grabbed his sleeve..he looked at me in the eyes n said.." i love you.." 

Wat more cn i ask for baby..? Wat more cn i say...? Wat more cn i expect to happen..? except...except being there wit u.. Just hvg u by my side..Wat more do i need baby...? I don't.. i really don't..Even if the world meets an end...I wont care,As long as u r by my side,.i cn close my eyes forever by looking into ur's.. finding my comfort in ur arms heat.. It's enough baby. I'd experience heaven even before i'm even judged to go to either one..