Today..he said his last goodbye to me.. Wow..nvr knew it'll hurt tis much.. bt yes..i need it i need to learn hard..I may hv disappointed him bt hey...wat else cn i do..? i'm sorry..i'm just trapped.. it's always easy to say frm the outside bt inside u wudnt noe hw it feels... I'm gonna be alone frm nw on.. i nid to learn tat losing ppl in life is normal.. even the ppl u love the most... T.T