U noe..i wanted to ask u smtg...though i noe i cnt....bt.....Did u kiss her...? How did it feel...? Did u feel the same wen u kissed me..? T.T Did u even miss me wen i went away...? I did... i really did.. i nvr showed it bt yes..i really did miss u...T.T bt hey wat's the point huh..? U moved on very fast... quite too fast... Leaving me behind without even checking wether i ws fine or nt... Remember the day wen we went to bugis..? We were walking in the crowd.. we had a fight..as usual i started it.. :) U walked away too fast while i stopped to check on the teddies around.. I din see wer u went... U left me... I ws just standing there. like an idiot..T.T i din noe wer u went..wer u were.. i ws just standing there hoping tat u'll cum get me.. N u did. U just held my hand n brought me all the way to the bus stop.. u din say a word.. We boarded the bus n i couldnt hold back my tears anymore..I cried.. i din say anything bt said dun leave me..T.T  dun ever leave me like tat again... U hugged me n said tat u wont.. I'll nvr forget tat day... nvr... u laid on my lap through out our journey back home..tat day wen i went back home i ws in a lot of trouble.. bt it all din matter.. :) the only thing tat i cud only see n feel ws u holding my hand...the image wen u just held my cheeks wit ur hands n hugged me... I've always wanted to say tis again,i noe tat i'll nvr hv another chance to say tis to u again...bt at least i cn sleep tonite wit the feeling like i actually did say it... I love u sooooooooo much baby.... T.T