He went for holidays to Europe!!! damn i nvr thought i'll miss him! >.< cz i dun talk to him so close anymore bt nw..! god y is tis so hard for me...?! T.T bt i'm glad tat i had the chance to pour at least half of wat i feel abt him to him. I asked him to ask me one question. Just one having in mind tat , tat question is the last thing he cud ask me.. And he asked me y i left him.. To be honest i really cudnt answer him. Maybe for tat moment i was thinking more abt him who is attached to another girl. Bt then, i thought abt it. N i din want to tink tat way. I just wanted to answer him n i did. I told him y.. I told him wat i felt.. It felt gud after letting him noe actually. Bt i cn see tat he cnt change anything nw. I noe tat he felt bad aft wat i said bt ntg cn be changed. Nw for the moral of the story. I miss him..A lot. Just hoping tat he'll enjoy the vacation n return here safely.