It feels like it has been years since he has left to overseas...Finally he's coming back today!!! :D I'm so happy.Yea i noe tat his priority goes to his Girlfriend of course..bt yea i dun wanna tink abt tat nw. I just hope i hv at least made him happy a little just a little, so tat he'll tink abt me once in a while.. I had ntg to do with watever tat happened between him n his ex..bt nw i'm  the victim. Was it my fault tat u fell in love wit her again? Was it my fault tat u had to let go of her in the first place? Or was it my fault to have u as my first love wic makes tis wound so hard to heal...? T.T u told me tat u've nvr loved any of ur girlfriends as much as u loved me..bt did u really mean it?? If u did then..y did u fall in love wit sum1 else? U told me tat u want us to get married in future..bt isn't tat wat u told ur girlfriend too...??? So i just din mean anything to u AT ALL right.? Bt i'm nt like u. I'm dumber. Even wen i realise all this pains tat u hv given to me, i'm still standing here. I'm still caring abt u. Everyday since u were away i hv been having dreams tat u hv returned here n came to see me. Tat's b'cz i keep wishing tat u wud do tat. Everyday i spend half of my day inside my heart thinkin of wat will u be doin at tat time. Sometimes even guessing tat u will be thinkin abt me, cz at the back of my mind i noe tat u wont be. Let's just put these aside k.. I just want u to cum back safely. I've been waiting for ur replies since  morning to check wether u've arrived here. Cum fast..pls