Omg...well smtg really awkward ws happening yesterday.. First of all , boyfren. Ok fine -.-" ex-boyfren. I just had the feeling tat he ws really ignoring me n i just dun seem to find the reason y. So i decided to cum clean wit him. Told him sort of wat i really feel n requested answers. Wen i ws reading his replyi worked  my eyes with a bit of tears. N then received a call wic totally crashed the moment. N it ws my bf. As in my best friend. She just called me up in such a sudden n boom! She asked me a question tat really really quite personal! Well she did warn me tat is ws goin to be a weird n personal question..BT C'MON! i didnt expect tat! -.-" fine..She asked me  wether if've kissed sum1 before!!! >.< ohh man...i just broke down like c'mon two relationship reminders in a day without any gaps?? puh-lease.. Fine..i then i answered her n then she said smtg totally weird wic i totally din expect O.o bt tat  is totally nt wat i mean to say. It's just tat wen we were talking abt the kiss thingy..she said smtg..She said it's actually a joyous feel. The kiss... So yea  it brought back sum memories alright.. N yes as i am a very sensitive person wic is nt recognised by my frens at all, my eyes just well up wit tears when she said joyous..haaa....nvm. Bt then she said smtg else too. she told me tat SHE READ MY BLOG!! URRRGHH!! i felt sooo stupid like DAMN ergh -.-" she ws NT suppose to read my blog..cz it's..it's smtg. It's just tat watever i write in my blog is actually purely wat my heart feels..N i din wish anyone to noe especially my own frens.. I mean i dun mind others looking at it bt nt the ppl arn me. I just felt freaking bad n i ws screaming like hell of course. Then i just started to blurt out tons of reasons bt i stopped wen she said smtg. She said..i kinda feel..ur pain.. Wow ws tat touching or wat...? n yea i ws all teary again..It felt kind of nice to hear tat frm sum1 who is really close to u n finally found out smtg tat i thought she'll go crazy if she sees it. Bt yea..everything ws just fine actually.. Well ii'm soo gonna privatise my blog... At least cover it up frm her.