I have been crying a lot lately. Like a lot alot. Well anyway today, ntg much happened at skul. Just little bit of tears n a lot of talks. N yea today i was actually supposed to go and buy my mom her face cream. She has been askin me for two days BT c'mon! It's like all the way at Geylang! N the person who brings me there is not even looking at my face anymore. Hw wud i ask him like Oh wat bus do i take? -.-" I mean..i asked my fren to ask him bt apperently she is more interested to ask him abt smtg else than wat i wanted her to ask him. haa...i cnt do much though.. Just now...I was waiting for Ray.. Actually my real reason ws nt tat.. Bt yea.. i was waiting for her n while i was waiting..i was reading all the msgs tat he used to send me... N once i saw "dun worry baby..U will nt lose me again" I just cried... I couldnt just hold back my tears.. He msged me tat n nw look...i hv alredy lost u..was it my fault...?? T.T  All i want is answers..n wat were u to me if u fail to even give me tat..? Well..while i ws crying i received a call. It was Ray. She ws saying tat she ws outside at the general office, as i was talking n wiping my tears away, He was standing behind me! omg...tat closure at tat moment...just made my heart race so fast...Bt there were questions just running in my mind like "omg he's here! y is he here? did he wanted to talk to me??? did he wanted to say anything to me??? did the phone call just ruined everything???" Bt then..i dun noe.. i cnt just ask him! bt yea...i just continued to walk away...faking a smile cz i ws goin to meet my frens..