Y ? y me??? How did u hv the heart to do tis to me? I..i really tot u loved me..T.T Bt i was ntg. I nvr posted anything on my blog for a very long time..b'cz aft my last post..my life was lovely.. T.T I WS SO STUPID! i was too stupid to believe u! I tot u were mine..finally.. bt no. U were not mine at all. Wat i felt was right. I told u on friday tat i nvr felt i got u completely aft our break up last year.. N i was right. Tat's b'cz u were not. I loved u so much..T.T hw cud u be so unfaithful to me..? No matter hw much i gave u it was nt enough right..? U still needed another love.. Even when the girl asked to choose me or her..u promised her tat u'll nvr contact me again..T.T It hurt Nizam..T.T U said i wont lose u again...T.T Bt u nvr gave me urself in the first place.. I really wanted to be sum1 special to u...i really did..nt only nw..frm even 2 years ago...i love u.. bt u don't.. At least i had the guts to tell Greg right to his face tat Hey! i love Nizam. It wud hv hurt him. i noe it wud hv. Bt i ws being honest.. N i only had u in my heart. Bt u din hv the same guts.. U gave me up for her..T.T  U made me to lose to her. I'm a loser.. T.T in everything in my life..including ...love.