Stop staring at him for Freaking godsake!!!! T.T I'm such an asshole! Cnt i just distract my sight? Well.. anyway i tink wat nadia said was true..maybe it doesnt bother him...i mean there r times wen he looks sad n everything..bt..i cn totally see him laughing out wit frends more than me.. Maybe it just doesnt bother him as much it bothers me.. Okay, besides tat, i did smtg VERY stupid yesterday tat i din actually mention on yesterday's post. I..lied to Nadia tat i'm going to the toilet during D&T lesson..to see if he din forget to bring his PE attire. :P I noe im being ridiculous! Bt yea..i mean..it's my routine to check wether he brings them..n in the morning i din get to peek wether he wore the shirt inside so..i decided to go out to check :D N yea...i din seem to find him.. BT THEN, i saw him playing basketball at the back through the small gap frm the toilet!!!! I clearly understand tat i am NUTS.. bt i cnt resist it. Yea..bt anyway...the girl told me she's nw "routing" for Farhan -.-" Wic i dun give a damn abt ...bt i'm just worried abt him.. I mean..he still sits wit her..talks to her.. i wont be surprised if he gets back together wit her again..bt just saying tat...find sum1 who loves u both in the inside..AND the outside... nt who only pretends to love u outside n not in the inside..