All i cn say is just one thing, I got no freaking idea of wat's happening in my life. It's simply just clueless! I am clueless of my own life. Tis nvr happened to me..i mean..all tis while though i ws  being a complete emo girl n such bt i was aware of wat was goin on. Bt nw..i just dun noe. I really dun noe..bt i like it..:) i really do.. Like i said before.."He , who has the key , to my heart.." Tis post...was a very bad idea...i tink he found the key n he have also opened it n started to live inside again... I noe i might get hurt again. I noe i might go through it again. I noe i might fall down frm flying so high n hit myself so badly again. Bt i dun wan to chase him out of there...cz..i just want to see him doing wat he wants in the way tat he wants it, n in the place tat he chose to do it in... N i love keeping him in there...I just want things to stay..I dun even wish a second to move frm one to another...I want everything to stay..just the way it is...It's perfect the way it is.. I want it to stay..I cnt say anything at all...i just simply..love him..Tat's it..just love him... All wat i feel nw is just to hug him so closely to my heart n put him to sleep n just tell him tat everything's going to be fine... I just want him to stay there so calm..n nvr get out of my arms...I really just..love him... Sorry i cnt write more..I'm seriously all teary n stuff. byebye!