I still keep the msgs tat he used to send me early in the morning.. :) Though it's an old msg n i am nvr going to receive it again..Just looking at the msg the first thing wen i wake up just makes my day.. I may not be living in reality, Bt i noe hw it is in reality. No one is going to noe of wat i am doing in my "dream life" anyway.. Well..Many things happened these days..Nadia's pissed at him cz he picked her over their friendship n my care... Ray is also angry at him for revealing everything to her n allow her to be so judgmental abt our friendship....Jess is freaking pissed at her for sending those mgs to nadia N she asked me if she cud just punch her O.O wic yea i said she din do anything wrong..she just doesnt get the real thing. haa...Well..they just feel tat she's being such a hipokrit like infront of him n behind him...N she's a gud one indeed cz he believes her more than any of us.. There's ntg much we cn do anymore anyway.. I'm just letting her be.. C'mon, hw long cn she hold on..n hw long cn HE hold on? We will be still staying arn long enough to find out everything..so we just might as well stay patient n enjoy the show... Nt for the part wen he might get hurt pf course...,might, N yes it will be very uncomfortable for me..Anyway back to the topic. Yea, my frens r really angry at her tat they asked me nt to move frm the table anymore. They feel tat..tat is "our" table n stuff..so they just said..we'll let them both sit together n we all just move to another place.. I dun feel good abt it though...:( I mean..the group tat has been stayed together for years nw has to be separated n leave out one member together wit it...T.T just dun feel gud.. Another one thing tat i find weird is tat wenever he breaks up, she doesnt wan it, bt suddenly wen he doesnt wan it she wants it . I noe right. it's confusing. Well just let it be...I noe her motive like duh. Bt yea..just gonna let her do watever she wants..since the most important person just does not give a damn to believe..rrrghh!