STOP IT K! JUST STOP IT !! FREAKING STOP IT!!! T.T IT HURTS ALRITE! JUST B'CZ I DUN SHOW IT , IT DOESNT MEAN TAT I DUN FEEL IT T.T it really hurts...y cnt u do anything for me..? anything at all...Do u noe hw it felt wen u said tat it was just a joke...? I felt just grabbing u n slap u bt hug u at the same time...T.T  I told u nt to ever make tat sort of joke again...it hurt..u told me u'll nvr leave me again..though i noe u hv said it b4 bt u hv still left me..bt tis time..i still chose to believe u..T.T STUPID!!! STUPID ME!! TOO STUPID...T.T !! i've been hvg breakdown for 3 days...bt i nvr showed it... Cz i din want their relationship to be ruined again... i want him to be happy.. Is it so hard for u to do the same thing for me...? I'm nt asking u to cum to me..bt cnt u at least tell her..i cnt hurt nish anymore..cn we dun post things on walls n all..? cz it might hurt her... CNT U SAY TAT!! IS IT SO HARD FOR U TO GIVE UP LITTLE THINGS FOR ME?! i'm asking for little things...very little things...T.T U said a lot to me nizam....cn u recall them...? U took me up soo high.... Cn u imagine hw much it wud hurt...? wen u just drop me frm tat high...cn u imagine hw much pain it wud be...? U wont.. cz i nvr did tat u b4.. I  nvr brought u up soo high n let u down...in fact i took u in again n again cz i din want to see u hurt...T.T I nvr regretted taking u in even i wen i noe u wont be there for me.. I nvr regretted cz i had the chance to see u so happy for tat little moment tat u spend wit me.. It hurts...god...It hurts.... T.T wen u told me u r going to fight for our love..i was too happy...too happy...bt u gave me up again...Y Nizam....? y u nvr felt tat i'll be hurt...Wen u were wit me u left b'cz u thought abt it again n found tat she was hurt...She told me tat she have to take u away frm me..I nvr asked for u Nizam..Cz i tot love is nt supposed to asked...u din cum to me cz i asked u to cum...u felt it..u just came.. Y din u ever tink abt me wen u r wit her....?T.T hv u ever told her hw much hurt i wud hv been through...? I cnt take it!! I REALLY CANT ANYMORE!!! T.T i tried...god...i really tried...T.T i cnt...U nvr tink of me...tat's wat really hurts me... Nizam.....pls...too much...T.T i really just want to die..right nw...right here....god...